Showing posts with label takuutt~~. Show all posts
Showing posts with label takuutt~~. Show all posts

Friday, 10 June 2011

:: really miss my little sweetheart ::

Posted by heyitsme_iedah at 00:28
went i thinking about you,i'm gonna cry...cry a lots...i really miss you damn much okay...i remember the last time i saw you, it's about 2 month ago..so long,right..this is a first time ever we could not see each other..so sad..because some reasons, you be a victim..you just an innocent kid that no nothings about what happen around you..it's happened so fast right until i cant said good bye to you,sweetheart..i'm sorry maybe because of me everything change right now..it never and ever be like before...it's wont be same as before..never okay..i'm speechless and don't know how to tell you about this..you just a small kid,don't know anything yet..you saw me cried that day but i still can gave a sour smile to you,baby..then your expression change,you wanna cried too..but i gave you a toy and started to speak something to you then you became happy as usual...i'll see you one day sweetheart..i promise...i'll see you in hari raya this year..i really wanna see what the drama and who gonna be the best actress of this year..would she will do the confession in front of us or would she gonna regrets all her mistakes or would she apologize to everybody especially to mom and dad..errmm,don't know yet...anything can happen,right..i okay if she don't wanna do the last part of what i'm saying but please sorry to my parents okay..i already forgive you but i don't know with the others...
i'm sorry, i keep blaming my self~~
because i never and ever blame you, but i'm 100% blamed my self..this is me and this is real...because everything that happen around me that involve me, if there's have anything wrong, i would not blame others but i would blame my self..my bad,right..enough for today okay..i love you so damn much and i really miss you damn much..
sorry i'm crying~~
i'm sorry, my grammar, my english are so bad...


p/s: i need the time to recover all my pains..sooner or later it'll be okay..i promise..just give me some space...

Thursday, 17 March 2011

:: eemmm,saya tak pakai la..::

Posted by heyitsme_iedah at 22:16
errmm,tadi kan ada lagi sorang booss ni kan..dia ni selalu dok bercakap-cakap dengan aku,dok usik-usik aku...mula-mula aku rimas plus takut jugaklah dengan cara dia ni tapi lama-lama aku dah pandai sikit nak handle orang yang macam dia ni...heheehe

macam biasalahh kan dia aku tegur aku plus tengok aku sampai aku akan bersuara la kan...then tadi dia cakap lah kat aku macam ni....

Boss tu : "eh eh,awak pakai maskara ker.."


aku : "eh eh mana ada la en........,saya tak pakai pun lahh"


Boss tu : "nampak macam awak pakai maskara jer..."


aku : "eh eh, taklahh saya tak pakai la..maskara pun takdak macam mana nak pakai..lagipun saya tak reti nak pakai maskara dan seangkatan dengannyer"


Boss tu : "oOOoo" *sambil jalan dok kt tempat dia*
i pakai maskara uuu~~
aku pun pelik tang mana la yang nampak aku punyer bulu mata ni macam pakai maskara...ni ori-gi-nal punyer meehhh,tak main la taruk maskara...hahahahhaha

gua tak berani meehh taruk itu maskara ka celak ker kat mata gua..gua seriaauuuuwww....takut cocok mata..hahahaa..penyakit ni memang susah nak dibuang..selalu kena marah dengan mak n kakak plus adik aku sebab aku akan suruh dorang pakaikan celak tuk aku...

aku memang tak berani meehhh...dorang selalu bising bila la aku nak berani bubuh sendiri kat mata aku ni..bukan apa sebab time dorang bubuh celak kat mata aku pun mulut aku tak berenti dok bagi warning kat dorang "jangan cucuk mata aku,jangan bagi kena biji mata aku" and macam-macam lagi la....

aku taktau nanti aku kawin macam mana..time nak bersolek kat mata tu,perrggghhh tak dapat ku bayangkanlahh...

mak aku kata kena belajar jugak pakai,nanti senang..tapi nanti-nanti la aku belajar..tak sampai seru lagi la mak...hehehehhehehe

tgkla mata i cantik kn..ngeeee~~


p/s:nanti aku belajar yer...hehehe

Thursday, 10 March 2011

:: Sesuatu di luar jangkaan ::

Posted by heyitsme_iedah at 00:15
KERISAUAN YANG MELANDA....


AKU HARAP SEMUA NI AKAN BERAKHIR DENGAN SATU KEGEMBIRAAN...


MUNGKIN INI DUGAAN SEBELUM SEMUANYA TAMAT INSYALLAH TIDAK LAMA LAGI...


IA SALAH SATU UJIAN DAN CABARAN UNTUK AKU SEBELUM AKU MELANGKAH KE ALAM ATAU LEVEL YANG SETERUSNYA...


HANYA KESABARAN DAN FIKIRAN YANG MATANG DAN RASIONAL SERTA TENANG DAPAT MENCARI JALAN PENYELESAIAN KEPADA PERMASALAHAN INI...


DIHARAPKAN IANYA BERAKHIR DENGAN SELAMAT...


INSYALLAH,PENGAKHIRAN YANG SEMEMANGNYA DINANTIKAN....


AKU CUBA UNTUK MENGAWAL EMOSI DAN SEGALA PERASAAN YANG MUNGKIN ATAU MAMPU UNTUK MENJEJASKAN SEGALA KEPUTUSAN YANG BAKAL DILAKUKAN....




SEMOGA SEMUANYA BERAKHIR DENGAN JAYANYA...INSYALLAHH....

Sunday, 20 February 2011

:: fear ::

Posted by heyitsme_iedah at 18:26 0 comments

 

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